~xam

i have reached the age and time when
i can no longer tollerate narrowminded people
i can no longer tollerate uncharitable people
i can no longer tollerate ignorant people

last night i had to make a bad, bad decision. someone i have known for over 5 years just came into focus in my mind. i realized that they filled all three criteria and i was left wondering, "why are you here? i don't spend time with people like that, and you are one of those people."

i don't feel duped, i don't feel stupid, but as soon as i had the realization i made my decision.

they kept trying to talk and i used one of my own forbidden words, "shut up".

and then it was done.

a point of 'no going back' is rare for me, i don't usually operate that way but this was just over in a way that i can't describe.



so it's time to settle accounts and clean house. i've not got time for this shit or the people who embody it. i feel terribly intolerant but at the same time, i can't drink bitter water anymore, i can only absorb so much.


and while i am no one's teacher or preacher, i'm going to tell everyone to do the same, look around and clear the shitheads out of your life. i feel like crap, but i feel better.